I am currently in a long distance relationship.

I met this guy online about three years ago. Don’t worry, we talk on the phone and skype and shit, so I know he’s real.
Anyway, we’ve been dating for a year and three months. And we’re both in love with eachother. But he’s one of those guys who hates school and doesn’t even try. Which pisses me off. I mean, we both believe that we’re soulmates, but how the fuck am I supposed to have a nice life when I know that in the future, I will be worrying about money!?
Now, some may wonder why I can’t be the breadwinner. I could, if that were necessary, but I just want to be a mother.
I like to describe myself as a domestic feminist.
Anyway, I just don’t know if it’s going to work out.
And that terrifies me.

9.07.11.

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I’m in a long distance relationship with a boy I met online. We met three years ago. And we started being exclusive a year and a couple months ago. We plan on being together forever. But sometimes I just wish that I hadn’t met him and fallen in love with him so early in life. I only get this feeling like once every couple months. But sometimes I just want to mess around. But I know that if I do that now, I’d lose home forever. And small flings here and there aren’t worth it.

9.04.11.

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Im sorry, its just that there’s still so much I don’t know, some of which I’ll never know, and I’m still learning, and I won’t ever stop learning either.

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9.01.11.

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Don’t be shy! Put a little something in my ask (;

9.01.11.

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My current weight: 260.

I don’t look it though. I went to the doctor and she started the scale at 150. Which was flattering. But sometimes, I just wonder what it would be like if I never got fat.
Would I still struggle to go shopping?
Would boys actually like me?
Would my boobs be as big as they are now?
Would I do better in school?
Would I have more friends?
Would I still be a bitch?
Would I still be covered in stretch marks?
Would I be more easily accepted by the world?

9.01.11.

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